Why i can’t see it?

Hmm…B&G together can’t have a ‘neutral’ friendship?

I mean, buddy kind of friendship.

Why 3rd parties came told me that why i can’t see it? why i can’t feel it that he is kind of like me in such way?Friends asked me, why i didn’t take him into consideration?
Gosh! I really no clue about it, i’ve put myself in the situation of stop fall in love, stop day dream of getting one soul mate. A guy treats me seriously good as a friend, i will do the same way. But why you all will curious that our status? I don’t see there’s a future to develop the relationship to another stage yet. But again i wouldn’t want to jeopardize the friendship if thing doesn’t work out well. I’m serious about it. Indeed, i truely enjoy his companionship but is that mean something else?

Perhaps thing happens for a reason? i wouldn’t know it, coz it’s uncertainty.

I won’t make the first move, rather remain the comfortable zone and being contented in this way.

I’ve fear in myself, I afraid i can’t take it if i fail again.

Well, just let it be. No one know what’s going tomorrow??!!

Funny…

I ‘ve butterflies in my stomach…I’m terribly happy to receive some sms which make my day! make a curve on my face..*smiles* Meanwhile , i just read and read again the sms and replied. Truly a happy day!

After sent u off to airport, i start to miss ya… wish u have a wonderful trip and enjoy your break-away holidays!!

Funny things happened…

u will on and off sms me to update me ur journey out there…informed me you were safely touch down and shared with me your piece and pieces activities throughout your trip. It sounds so fun to you! Seems you have a great fun time out there and i can sense your happiness too! snorkeling……… jungle trekking….candy shoot at beachside, water rafting, swimming…climb mount kk..wow! full of great activities and good plan.

Even make me laugh like a nut in the office after i read your sms, my trainee thought i was crazy out there. Firstly , told me had 3rd round snorkeling, very syok! then i told you go to find a nemo… then after 5th round back, updated me that finally found a cute nemo, played with it (kacao-ing) till nemo bite you! ahhahahaa…5 fishes conquer your sexy thigh!! muahahaha

Today i told myself stop being ‘annoying’ person, stop sms you. Not to disturb ur trip. But, i’ve got a sms from you in the afternoon, asked me: you called me?

Huh? When i called you huh? I didn’t woh..then you told me you received a number keep calling ya, so u tot i was the one who call you. muahaha..weird tho… must be your admirer called you!! It wasn’t me!! hahahaa

If i were the one who call u, my number must be appeared on your screen tho…:P

Or you just purposely sms me huh? to check on me how am i doing? muahahhahaa….or just bit missing me huh? lol!!

It’s so funny stuff… that i do miss you whenever you are away!

2007 New Year Resolution

2006 already ended, whatever unhappy, sorrow, sadness should take away by then..

welcome to the brand new page of 2007, take a new step towards life path..continous our life journey..moving on…

Forget the past…forget the bad one.. Cherish the good one…sweet one.. enable us to move forward, grow stronger..

Little care i do feel..

Little care i do feel it…INDEED..i really do feel it from you.. eventhough we remain silence, but deep down from my heart i knew it that you do care for me.

Whenever i ask you out for companionship to somewhere, you never say ‘NO’ to me. Always turn up on time.

Whenever i ask u for a favor, you hardly to say ‘NO’ to me.

Whenever you go buy newspaper in 7-11, you will grab a bottle of drink for me without asking me what i want to drink, so thoughtful right?

Always be patient there wait for me if i gonna be late for the appointment for dinner.

Will help me carry the basket or push the trolley while we were doing grocery shopping together.

Will save the last portion of food for me…Will pick the fish bone for me and put the flesh onto my plate without my acknowledge.

Will apology if reply sms bit late to me…

Will wish me good nite if i sent late sms at night…

Will direct me the direction where i don’t know how to get there…

Will bring me to try out yummy food at new places…

Will offer help to carry  my laptop if i bring my laptop out..

Will help me to do dishes , clean the cooking area after eating …

hmm…sounds like a god sent good person to me  huh? yeah..really grateful to have this kind of friend in my life.

A friend who descript me as : Thoughful, Outstanding, Friendly, Unique. So i am a T.O.F.U!! hahahaa….

Picking up a skill

hm…recently i just picking a skill to learn how to play Ps2  games at home…kudos to MK who willing to lent his gadget to me let me practise at home, but i’ve lack of time to play all the games. I still need to push myself to practise more and mastering the skill how to use the key to fight, how to press the button so on and so forth..the most tough part is car racing, i doubt how he could drive it so smoothly, fast & furious without hitting divider…salute yeah..such a game freak i pressume he is..indeed! hahaha…

Gaming is a good thing to pick up, kind of method to destress. After a day of busy workload at work, stressful yeah..need something to release out the stress and to enjoy the moment to debate with the computer.

Never give up to complete all levels, polish up the skill.. self motivated to keep moving on…

Give me some times… i will master it one fine day. ^-^