Hmm…B&G together can’t have a ‘neutral’ friendship?
I mean, buddy kind of friendship.
Why 3rd parties came told me that why i can’t see it? why i can’t feel it that he is kind of like me in such way?Friends asked me, why i didn’t take him into consideration?
Gosh! I really no clue about it, i’ve put myself in the situation of stop fall in love, stop day dream of getting one soul mate. A guy treats me seriously good as a friend, i will do the same way. But why you all will curious that our status? I don’t see there’s a future to develop the relationship to another stage yet. But again i wouldn’t want to jeopardize the friendship if thing doesn’t work out well. I’m serious about it. Indeed, i truely enjoy his companionship but is that mean something else?
Perhaps thing happens for a reason? i wouldn’t know it, coz it’s uncertainty.
I won’t make the first move, rather remain the comfortable zone and being contented in this way.
I’ve fear in myself, I afraid i can’t take it if i fail again.
Well, just let it be. No one know what’s going tomorrow??!!
