The moment you told me you gonna to leave here for good for your career, firstly i am happy for you finaly god has answered your prayer. Then, i felt bit sad coz you are going to leave me here.
Last friday plan to ask you out meet my friend, but you told me you got dates and fully booked over the weekend. Well, i guess i should back off one step , let you have all the spaces and times you wanted. I would spend some times with myself and others and find my happiness again.
I’ve took one step backward, try to be understanding bit. But why you want to come back to me again? Just that i dun undestand? Am i rubberband or buble pad? to pull the shape when you need and after all back to shape again? or a good buble pad to let you float? hahaha…. Ever since i know there’s nothing between us, we just the best buddy ever.
U told me you are busy, so i let you alone to be with your friends. Ironically, whole weekend i gonna some times with you. You told me the appointment with your US uni friend on saturday, we had some miscommunication that didn’t discuss further on the location, hence end of the day i though the appointment just called off. Alas, i still turned out the end of the day but slightly late, spent 5 hours with you and your friend. It was a great fun time to chat together and had some good laugh!
Sunday out of suddenly, asked me go supper with you. It was our first time out for supper, it was extremly crazy nut idea. I thought you and J were joking with me, god know both of you were serious about it. You fetched me drove all the way 1 hour journey to Rawang hunt for food. Told me you were extremely hungry!! I don’t know how many times you told me that you are hungry, but everytime i just told you off please go grab your food and eat something instead of i will tell you go eat with you. I don’t get what you try to hint me, if you didn’t take the move to tell me you want me company you to eat, god know what you are trying to tell me?
Albeit, sometimes we did some small quirrel , spent lots of times together hang out here and there. Now i try to keep quiet, both of us become silence mode, but i don’t know what to express more … but i want to tell you that sometimes your extra care treatment will make me confused and i might get the wrong message. Don’t get me wrong, i really do enjoy about it sometimes. I’m happy to be with you together and remain our good friendship forever. Sometimes i hate you why you want to treat me so nice? can’t help myself to like to spend time with you, that’s what i hate the most is i can’t stop myself to miss you whenever you are not around. GOSH!
