Archive for July, 2007

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20.07.06

July 30, 2007

06.06.06

11.00am CJ’s mum called me, questioned me that did her son owed me money? Of coz, never denied that he owed me money for couple of months still unable to pay me back since March 06. He keep on lied to me and kept empty promises. Sorry lah, i don’t buy his stories anymore. i ain’t stupid when i keep quiet. Guess what? Why CJ’s mum called up coz CJ been whacked badly by loanshark!! Not me, asked anyone to whack him. The loanshark served him right! Who asked him go to borrow money from loanshark and went Penang had fun with his new gf? He deserved a whack badly!! Yeah, born with silver spoon in rich family doesn’t mean you can have all the money! coz u are someone ‘lost key’ chest, yeah.. your family is rich, but the money not only belong to you. Your dad gave you 4 k, you can spent all in a day. That’s why u still a mummy’s boy, never learn, never grow up! Don’t go to tell people that you are 25 yrs old plus!! Shame on you!!

CJ’s mum mentioned that whatever happened between me & CJ non of her problem, but she will pay off his debt. She even dare to mention that he’s the only son in family tree, the only fool who doesn’t want to take advise. So what the heck that going to do with me right? I don’t wanna to listen your family problem. His mum hardly to believe what her son did to others, coz she wanted to know and i told her off his bad stuff. Well, i just being honest. She just realized that her son is a big liar and jackass. Well, i am sure that she still loves him coz he’s her only son no matter what he did. She told me to contact her at my convinience then she can meet me up to pay me the money and collect the stuff (which CJ accidently left behind into my care).

Well, i do not hesitate that make the appointment according to my schedule, but his family was the one who FFK me. Then get his sista to call me up talk some nonsense and lame excuses.

10.06.06

JC:”I will give back your stuff, please meet me at Lot 10 this saturday by 4.00pm. Please be punctured and prepare whatever necessary. Should there is any no show, the stuff is considered forfeited.Please bear in mind that i would not entertain any futher appointment. Thank you”

CJ’s mum: “I got your message, are you threatening me?Pls do not try to intimidate me. I’m not clement nor his sisetr. I’m old enough to be your mother and i don’t need to take your rudeness.”

Come on. I no need to take ur bloody lecture and come and educate me. That’s your fucking failure if your son doesn’t listen to you and take your teaching! I’ve no such luck to have your this kind of psycho type of woman as my mum. My bio-mum is an ordinary, simple and kind-hearted woman who taught me all kind of manners in life. Not like you only know how to give money to teach your son how to spend lavishly, paid off his debt whenever he owed people,to cover his havoc and whichever grave holes he dig.

Can someone tell me that the above formal sms that i sent is rude? I might sounds bit sarcastic and nasty, but why i should treat this kind of rubbish people so nice huh?

20.06.06

CJ:”When can i meet up with you?I’m going to abroad, i need my stuff back, before this weekend.”

JC:”I will let you know.”

CJ:”What do you mean that? Why you act so arrogant and rude?”

JC:”Excuse me!Don’t simply label me okay? I think i treat you too good last time. Now you feel that i being rude to you?”

If you do respect me at the first place, i will respect you. But look at yourself, such a donkey from a donkey family. If you dislike people to do such thing to you, please don’t do the same thing to others.

05.07.06

CJ’s sista:”When can i meet up with you? sorry that last 2 times we can’t make it due to #$#%#$%^$ “

JC:”Sorry, i am away from town.”

CJ’s sista:”When you be back?”

JC:”Sorry, i duno yet. Will let you know.”

09.07.06

CJ:”Hi. How are you? I hope you are ok. Just worried about you.”

Nah…don’t be ‘jia jia de’..wanna to test water on me? You are not in class yet!! Of coz i’m doing very well without you harrassed me, without you in my life! You not even feel shame still can send me this kind fucking lame sms.
15.07.06

JC:”I see you at Times Square at 4.00pm. Don’t be late.”

CJ:”Sorry i am in hospital, can’t make it.”

Oh yeah! Who is the donkey said want the thing so badly? Now who is the one FFK?

If you are sincere enough and interested to pay me back the $$ and collect back your bloddy stuff, no matter what you will try your best to turn up.

Your donkey buddy, KK told me not to so pissed, coz i’m in the upper han since you are the one desperately need the item. But since owe me $$ don’t want to pay, so i’ve right to keep the item as deposit then.

Muahaha..in the hospital? you get aids? you caused someone pregnant? someone need to do abortion? you go body check up? better you admit hospital and stay there for your whole damn life. Who asked you FUCK around too much?
I don’t have an attitude problem; You might have a problem with my attitude.

Resentment always hurts u more than it does the person u resent..
While the offender has probably forgotten the offence & got on with life,
u continue to stew in ur pain perpetuating the past.
Listen: Those who have hurt u in the past cannot continue to hurt u now unless u hold on to the pain through resentment!

18.07.06

I’ve lodged a report at police station to against this family threatened me on phone and harrassed me. Mav accompanied to 3 police stations to get this done. Phew! felt bit relieve.

20.07.06

Set appointment went to 1U with Mav who willing become my witness, Fidah help to draft out the agreement letter to let the bastard’s sister to sign off upon received the goods and i got my money back!

Finally everything been settled! It was totally Overed!!

*aww..this bloody post has been drag for 1 year!*

p/s: thanks god i manage to get rid of this pest!! Million thanks to Mav who always be there for me

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20072007

July 30, 2007

it was a double 2007!

I received a lovely sms from Eve Lyn, then i forwarded it out to some friends in my phone book.

I just tried my luck sent to him, M

As most of my friends knew both of us are in cold war and things turn sour and i doubt how to face him in the future.

Amazed me…surprised me…that M replied my sms instantly to greet me to have a happy day too!

is that an auspicious sign?

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How i wish

July 30, 2007

How i wish…

so many matter happening in life, u always will think of how i wish if …what if…

too many to ponder…

how i wish..

i didnt utter the phrase to you…

i didnt write to u to tell you how i feel…

u didnt hear what i said..

u won’t leave me alone here…

i can’t change the past and history, but i hope i can make the change for the future..

wish me good luck!

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July 27, 2007

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Overed!

July 16, 2007

Finally it’s overed!
Yeah…do you hear me? It’s overed!
It has been dwelling inside my mind, caused so much of heartache inside me. I cried out day and night because of you.
You make me worried about you..I do care lots..since day 1 you ignored me and put death sentense on me..
I went confrontation, i wanna to ease the mystery in grey, i want an answer what’s going on and what’s happening?
End of the day, i got this replied from you in MSN : “THAT ALL ONLY YOUR ASSUMPTION!”
I’ve put down my pride and dignity, went so low to beg for forgiveness if i did or said something hurt your feeling, i apologies. But you are not giving me a chance, just told me you are busy, you are not angry with me.
I mentioned if you really hate me to that extend, refuse to reply me any single email, sms or phone, if you really don’t want be friend with me, i will understand. End up you told me :” You are my friend, if not what a Friendster list for?”
Don’t you know your statement hurt me lots..
We used to be so close, we are best buddy…most of my friends told me you do like me more than a friend, but i just blindly fold myself don’t want to accept the fact. Till all disaster scenes happened, i realized i can’t lose you just like that.
Why you want to treat me so nice at the first place? yeah..i might get the wrong msg at the first place, you might just being nice and gentleman.
Till your sister came told me even she knew that you do have a feeling on me, she is so supportive and courage me to be brave to tell you how i feel.
I wrote to you:” actually i like you more than a friend, but because of my past keep on haunting me, i was afraid…. but after what has happened, i realise i could not kid myself and lose you… could be forever, i just have to seize this chance to tell you how i feel. if you share the same with me and think that we could make it work, do let me know.”
I got received an awful replied… which tear my heart into pieces…
Your sister was disappointed when i told her the news, she insisted i didn’t got the wrong msg that you like me more than a friend, because you were hurt that’s why you threw the ball back to me. How i feel now is how you feel?
Bah, i dun’t think so. You will never know how i been hurt by you right now, you will never understand how i gone through my past and manage to stand up again face the life again.
Yeah, you been through lots, though you seems strong but fragile too from inner part. Then you please don’t come into my life, give me hope and mess up everything, left everything behind let me to sort all out myself.
I will let go…i will get over on you… i will keep a distance from you, i will not contact you anymore..my feeling now is wanna to dig a hole to hide/burry myself up. What a dreadful experienced!
Shall i thank you to make me grow up, grow stronger in life?
I’ve seen clearly what kind of person you are, such a coward! All my efforts gone into drainage, my 2 years friendship not even worth a penny to you. All i’ve done to you, i never ever ask in return, never ever! All from my sincere bottom of heart that i value and treasure you as my friend in life, whereby i had like you more than a friend before, but again, no more from now on.
I don’t want get hurt again…that’s enuff for me!! I’ve done my part which i’ve not been appreciated, end of the day i just treated being a fool. I got hit back badly, it’s my first and last time that went so low till that extend, what a humialite to me!
Listening to Fergie’s song ” big girl don’t cry” ..HELL! i’m crying like shit…
Well, life move on…

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Msg from my bosom friend

July 8, 2007

i was pretty down in the past few days and confusing why MSN was acting so weird to me. i shared this with Bbworm, one of my bosom friend. After that i felt so much better after received Bbworm’s msg.

I don’t know why MSN starts to ignore me for past 2 weeks, not even bother reply my sms, he used to be reply my sms instantly , never fail. But this time he’s totally FAILED! and he caused me upset!

I feel been abandoned by him, left out…used to so nice to me, now everything turn sour ever since know he is leaving.  I have no clue why why why?  Am i did something wrong?

BBworm told me:” jo, u also take hope lah…you are physically attractive, am sure you will find a person to suit you. am telling you the truth.”

“^_^ we are friends, you can count on me when you are lonely. About him, maybe he also going through hard time, doesn’t want to see you so both can suffer less when separated. i know i would do that.”

“True, no regret when we know we have done our best. Fear is temporary, regret is forever so no matter what, we have to do our best to move forward even if takes risk or regret forever”

Why? is that so? is that true? i have a big doubt!

BBworm, Thanks being there for me!!hugs

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Gonna to miss you

July 7, 2007

i’m gonna to miss you so much…

when we knew nothing gonna to be happened between us, we rather let go..

since you know the more we see each other, the moment we apart is gonna to be painful..

you rather start to show me cold shoulder, ignore me, keep a distance from me.. hurts me bit, move your attention to another girl. She is so fond into you right now, and keep asking me about you which make me feel miserable.

i felt you tend take me for granted…i always as the last resort for you when you need me. But i always be here to offer my hand to you. I would never ask you anything in return.

As long as you are happy, then i will be pleased to see that.

3 months later you gonna to leave here for good and leave me for good.

I just can soak myself into sadness, not even dare to tell you that i am upset and missing you. Let everything dwelling inside my heart and my mind.

I bet you will totally forget about me very soon when you move to a new country , new company, new environment and make new friends.

Yeah, i am nobody to you, i aint important at all.

But again, i will cherish our sweet moments …

I do miss you a heap…